have to go back to school later...
...
again!
=/

i'm bored!

everyday is the same old thing.

"breathe,
breathe,
breathe."

Fantasy.

was out the ENTIRE day.
phew`
finally back.
was out to waiyi's place.

it's sooooo great to see her again.
:D

& she did get something for me from aussie.
...

tadah!



i looooveee it!
i love you too laa, cousin. :D
*see i made it bigger*
thank you sooo much!

***
had dinner with cousins, grandma, brother & mom.
there were vegies, crabs, lala (not human) & toufu.
yummy-licious.



that's all for now i guess.

signed out *

too bad i can't go out with waiyi to nichi [ is that how you spell it? ] fashion city tmr. ):

& now she's finally home!

after all these months.
-.-
lol!

i'm getting all bubbly inside.
because...
...



i get to see waiyi tmr! yay yay yay!
i can't wait.

crap. i don't even know what else to say.
=/ wth.



anyways, i'm facebooking! :D
really addictive.
gosh.

***

i still don't have a prom dress.
=/

signed out *

p.s: cousin, make sure you're awake when i go ovr tmr morning. teehee. :D

6 more fricking hours!

" i'm getting so hooked up on facebook. "

i finally got facebook!

piggy back rides. (:

i'm back! yays. from the trip that is. -.-
well...
...

it wasn't as bad as i expected.


left school at 'round 8-ish. it seemed like it took forever to reach kuala selangor.
the mangrove is actually a park. some sort of a 'taman perlindungan'.
it stinks! =/

but got used to it after an hour.
the first round of tracking was BAD!
the sun was scorching. mosquitoes actually chased after us. goodness.


if you start walking, you can NEVER stop. if you do.
it's amen to you. seriously.
all of us got bitten badly. we were like nature donors or something.

but whatever. i was complaining alot during the first round.
what? *look around* i was hungry. i get cranky when i'm hungry.
especially when i'm the mosquitoes' food. *sobs*



went for lunch in this restaurant. they actually have air conditioning! :D
everything was done by 3-ish.
then off to the park again. -.-
ROUND TWO!

& this time, we have to go into the mud. as in real mud. stinking eeky mud. eww.

there were really tiny crabs & mud skippers. well, we have the choice whether to go in or not.
so i figured, since i'm already there, & it's not like i'm gonna go there again. hell no.
so i went in. YES! i went in! i'm proud :D
*can't stop beaming*

it was disgusting at first. the mangrove trees were around us. bushes & plants.
& worse of all. sea water. well, it's just up to our knees.
BUT..

...
it's mud underneath. we actually sink in. thank god i brought slippers.
i can't say that they are my life saver.
it get stuck in the mud as well. & it gives me double the work to get them out in the water.
luckily, ryan & alex were there to help me out. & not to forget ms. chang, the teacher. & my other friends. we helped each other thru' it. (:
i slipped tho'. ): my lower part of the body was wet. oh well. it was a great experience. lol. apart from the fact that i was wet & muddy after that.

***
after cleaning up, we went up the hill (a different place) to watch the sunset. i have the picture of it in my phone. will ask from my friends for all of the pictures. won't upload it now.

we had seafood for dinner! the locals there said the kuala selangor restaurant was the best seafood restaurant in town. so yeah. we were there. it was awesomely delicious. *slurps*
:D

around 9.30, we were at this fireflies place. there will be this sampan that 4 of us sit in & some malay dude will row it. RM10 per person. those fireflies are a beauty. &..
...
i caught one! i was the only one (in that sampan laa) that caught it. it's alot smaller than i expected. its butt glows! how cute. (:
& of course i let it go.

after that. we were back in the bus & heading off to kl. reached cempaka around 12.30. got home at 1am.
but it's all good. (:
photos will be uploaded later on.



waiyi oh waiyi.
1 more day! & you're gonna be home!
home sweet home, cousin! :D
ehh, you seriously didn't get anything for me?

***
i hate you bitch! i officially hate you with all my heart can hold.
you're nothing to me anymore. & you don't hold a single worthwhile place in my heart.

oh wait, i forgot.
YOU NEVER HAD A PLACE IN MY HEART BEFORE!
just fuck off.



signed out *

fireflies.



i'm going on a biology trip tmr.
...
to kuala selangor!
=/

seriously, i dunno what to say 'bout it.
i don't feel like going yet i'm excited.

wtf. damn ironic laa me.
typical.
tsk`

we're gonna leave the school at 8-ish am & everything will be done at 7 to 8-ish pm.
yeap. at night. that will leave us..
*counts*
..to arrive school at 10pm.
*eyes open wide*



they said that we'll be bird-watching. as the birds from china are migrating to m'sia due to the upcoming winter. kononlah.
& they even claimed that we might actually get to see fireflies.
Oohh.

i like the sound of fireflies.

& there better be fireflies. or else.
*crack knuckles*
fireflies are the biggest reason i'm going for this trip.
so you guys (they*) better make sure your info are solid.

let's just hope that all of these turn out the way i expected tomorrow.
i ain't missing out going to the movies for nothing.



4 more days!


comel right? i know. :D

signed out *

[ too bad i don't have a camera. sobs * ]

5 more days, cousin!




i can't wait.
(:
*beams wide*

***



i'm ignoring you as much as i can. & it's working splendidly for me. don't you dare spoil it, bitch.

i'm going pasar malam later!



cousin, i bet you're jealous. ;p
we shall go when you get back, okay?

signed out *

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN, LIEW ZU-VUN!!!



[ birthdays are nature's way of telling us to eat more cake; so eat more! gain extra weight ;p ]



god bless! thanks for being there when i needed you. thru the ups & downs, tears & laughters, i'm really glad that you're my friend.



***



anyways, i'm seeing you tmr -.- lol! loooovvveee ya!!!

xoxo.

-mun² for life.!-



you better rmb that, i tell you. ;p

hi people.



bye people. wtf.



lol.

-.-

yay! cousin's done with her exams. finally!!! whoosh! :DD
*can't stop grinning*
& the next thing is i can't wait for her to get her fat ass home!!! i miss you cousin!
i bet you miss me more. ;p


i want a new phone!



okay. done. bye.

signed out *

report card day is tomorrow.

beware. eek`

xoxo.

gdluck to spm-ers out there.

you guys have my support.

(:



signed out *

p.s: all the best to you dearie. i'll be your lucky charm. ;p lol! xoxo.

mom's finally home.

(:



signed out *
off to the airport.

i love you `



8th of nov.
7 months being together with you means alot more than just love.
after everything, those sorrows and tears..
it's not easy as it seems to last that long.



& maybe, some might even think that 7 months mean nothing at all. nothing compare to several yrs being together. it is true.
but being together does not need comparison.
it cannot be compared.



it is for both people to know whether if it is worth every single tears, love, frowns, smiles and laughters.
no one needs to knw those bad days we've went thru to understand how we feel.

nothing is the same & even ppl does jeopardize it.
it's none of their biz.

i am happy to be with you*
to be the one you* loved.
to be the one you* think of.
to be the one you* know that will always be there.



despite everything i did to you, i still cared no matter what.

to cope thru the bad times of life and the good times of life.
to appreciate more.

to smile wider.
to laugh louder.

to sense better.

to love greater.



***
karma.
'what goes around, comes around'
just like what some anonymous posted a msg in my chatterbox.
i deserved what happened on me.

uh huh, it is true. i do deserve it. i'm not denying anything. i let out the truth.

to open up my heart and not be afraid of how i feel.

i'm grateful of what happened to me because everything happened for a reason.

i accept it. i cherish it.
& i learn from it.

(:

i don't care what others think 'bout me any longer.

it used to matter alot.

but not anymore. those ppl out there thinks they know me better than anyone else.

but too bad, to those who think they know me and started commenting their thoughts, you guys seriously have to work on it. you did not make a fool of me by saying something rude or any discriminations.

you're just making a big fool outta yourself.
shame on you. whoever you are.

***
anyways, the day was boring. stuck at home. as usual. without better things to do.
i need to go shopping!
waiyi oh waiyi, when are you ever gonna come home?!
it's taking f-o-r-e-v-e-r.!
;p



rmb to get me pressies from ausssie too, kays? hehes. :DD
well, that's all bout it. toodles.`

Love is patient, love is kind.

It does not envy, it does not boast,
it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil,
but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
- heard it from 'a walk to remember' -

[ umm. to anon_gurl: i didn't get it wrong. i know it's from the bible. i searched for it on the internet. it's just tht i used the wrong words, tht's all. thanks anyways. & sorry. hope you have a good day. (: ]

ilwlkwa&f! (:

signed out *

i'm sorry.

)':

things are not the same anymore.



lost in my own world`



when can all this be over?

a walk to remember `


truth has finally been told, yet why am i filled with doubts?
life's difficult but i still need to go thru' it.
things happened for a reason.

i don't wanna go on the wrong path anymore.
please, show me the way.

- to witness a miracle -

signed out *