i love you `



8th of nov.
7 months being together with you means alot more than just love.
after everything, those sorrows and tears..
it's not easy as it seems to last that long.



& maybe, some might even think that 7 months mean nothing at all. nothing compare to several yrs being together. it is true.
but being together does not need comparison.
it cannot be compared.



it is for both people to know whether if it is worth every single tears, love, frowns, smiles and laughters.
no one needs to knw those bad days we've went thru to understand how we feel.

nothing is the same & even ppl does jeopardize it.
it's none of their biz.

i am happy to be with you*
to be the one you* loved.
to be the one you* think of.
to be the one you* know that will always be there.



despite everything i did to you, i still cared no matter what.

to cope thru the bad times of life and the good times of life.
to appreciate more.

to smile wider.
to laugh louder.

to sense better.

to love greater.



***
karma.
'what goes around, comes around'
just like what some anonymous posted a msg in my chatterbox.
i deserved what happened on me.

uh huh, it is true. i do deserve it. i'm not denying anything. i let out the truth.

to open up my heart and not be afraid of how i feel.

i'm grateful of what happened to me because everything happened for a reason.

i accept it. i cherish it.
& i learn from it.

(:

i don't care what others think 'bout me any longer.

it used to matter alot.

but not anymore. those ppl out there thinks they know me better than anyone else.

but too bad, to those who think they know me and started commenting their thoughts, you guys seriously have to work on it. you did not make a fool of me by saying something rude or any discriminations.

you're just making a big fool outta yourself.
shame on you. whoever you are.

***
anyways, the day was boring. stuck at home. as usual. without better things to do.
i need to go shopping!
waiyi oh waiyi, when are you ever gonna come home?!
it's taking f-o-r-e-v-e-r.!
;p



rmb to get me pressies from ausssie too, kays? hehes. :DD
well, that's all bout it. toodles.`

Love is patient, love is kind.

It does not envy, it does not boast,
it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil,
but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
- heard it from 'a walk to remember' -

[ umm. to anon_gurl: i didn't get it wrong. i know it's from the bible. i searched for it on the internet. it's just tht i used the wrong words, tht's all. thanks anyways. & sorry. hope you have a good day. (: ]

ilwlkwa&f! (:

signed out *

raindrops on my tongue`

hey ppl, i'm back. with a new layout; decided to keep it simple and 'original'. so yeah, will stick to this for now. ;p anyways, was in school ytd and today. talentime went on yesterday. performances were great, yet i still think last yr's ones are way better. (: as of for ytd's, leon's dance group won. really glad to hear that they won, but still there were 'what is this' here and there 'bout how can they possibly win and stuffs like that. oh well.

anyways... right then. been busy attending my uncle's wedding days during the weekends. wedding ceremony on saturday and wedding dinner on sunday at legend hotel's grand ballroom, kuala lumpur. we actually arrived slightly later. was supposed to be there at 7pm but we reached there at 7.45pm. you know how wedding dinners are, they NEVER start exactly at the time stated on the invitation card. everything got dragged up to around 8-ish pm. -.- typical.

all the decorations are really grand. i like the ambience of the ballroom too. calm and pretty. (: apart from the leaking of the air-cond from above -.- wth. dripping on my arms and my dress. urgh. such a turn off. food's okay. better than expected; pork weren't served as it's a hotel. so all food served are halal. so yeah... oh oh! i took pictures too. but just a note to rmb, i don't have a camera yet, and i'm using my cousin's camera. so there are not that many pictures taken and i'm not really used to posting pictures yet as well. so picture time i supposed. (:

taken before going for the wedding.

the entrance -.- taken by my brother. :D

was bored. took a shot of one of the lightings in the ballroom. lol.

my lil' cutie-pie. he's adorable, isn't he? awww.

his older brother. another handsome one. (:

*drumrolls* ahem, my brother. ber-vain. purposely taken by me without him knowing. ;p shhh.

him again with his mom. (:

and his dad.

most of us were looking towards the real cameraman. so yeah. ;p lol.

the bride and groom. sorry, no clearer photo. bad camera. sighs.

posted this basically of him reaching out to touch it. lol.

taken outside the ballroom. was halfway thru the feast, decided to walk around.

me and him! finally, i have a decent picture with him. he nvr hold still. lol

his older brother's worse. lol. still i love them both. :D

swans.

my brother, me and the rascal. ;p

then... decided to camwhore at home. uh huh. i mean, u don't get occasions like these every so often. :D

my brother and i. :D

smiles. (:

charms to you. *

frozen in time.

***

it's weird to see pictures, and it brings back so many memories. it's like you really are frozen at that particular moment.

that's all for now. take care. toodles.


xoxo.

signed out *

p.s: why are you still there?

wedding buffet`



ponteng-ed school today. ;p
was lazy, so decided to stay home and sleep.
pigging out at home. nothing much to do in school anyways. so yeah.



***

went for a wedding buffet just now in the evening.
my mom's cousin is getting married & they had a get together thing on the night before the wedding tmr. went over.
grandma didn't come with us, which is quite sad...
oh well. ):



food was okay. not great but okay.
watched my 2 cousin's played. one is 3 yrs old; the other is 2.
perfect combo. running around like there's no tmr. seriously. they nvr get tired.
sheesh` lol.
somehow, watching them run always put a smile on my face seeing how happy and innocent they look. they have nothing to worry bout.
i wish i was their age & get to play along with them...
i miss childhood.
*flashback*

well, that's all bout it really. i've got nothing much to crap. have to wake up early for tmr's wedding. -.- crap`

***

oh oh! i camwhored too. it's been awhile since i took pictures of myself.
but i'm having loads of pimples popping everywhere on my face. =/

cam*whoring in my cousin's room. got home from the buffet. totally bored.

daydreamer* wishing that things will go back how they were before.`

missing you.

must be those vibes. ;p

love this one. retards of the night. (:
*beams*

signed out*

p.s: pms-ing. period pains.