25.12.2007`

Merry Christmas! :D

bye!

3 Hours & 49 Minutes Before Christmas.

*holds mistletoe*
heluu people!

I won't be able to log in to blogspot for quite sometime.

will be away. so yeah. (:

don't miss me. ;p as if anyone will. hah!

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Prom wasn't that bad on the 21st of Dec. (:
was expecting more but oh well. i had fun. so i guess that's what matters most. :D

pictures will be uploaded if i have the time & IF i get to use the internet when i get home.

so that's all for now.

Merry Christmas, People!
May Santa or whoever's daddy bring you more & better christmas presents. (;
*jingle bell jingle bell...*



signed out *
P.S: santa, rmb me pressie. (:

The 5 Days of Christmas.

" i feel so christmasie all of a sudden. "

omg! i can't believe it's tmr!
*squeaks in not a good mood*

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i am so frustrated!

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i'm not ready for prom.

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sigh.

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things haven't been going my way & i don't like the feeling of being alone.

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yay, waiyi is sleeping ovr at my place tmr! i can't wait!
girly talks & more gossips!!! :D
i can feel myself grinning non-stop.

giler lah.

Bitches & Miss Pretentious.

why are you still there when I just want you to get the heck out?

you have to go bugging in my life.

do you really think it'll just make it hard for me?

well, yeah. it will. making it hard for me to actually forgive you.

oh wait, I'll NEVER even forgive you.

so what's the point really.

get lost BITCH!

I hate you I hate you I hate you.

urgh. it makes me so mad just thinking about it.

i guess that will only make matters worse.

whatever it is, I just wish you could just mind your own biz.

as for what you have in your life, it's not my problem anymore.

so what if you'll look pretty.?

you look pretty ugly on the inside already anyway.

I have something more special than just being pretty.

I have something more worthwhile for me to be proud of, THIEF.
*smirks*

all you do is just pretend that you're such a sweetheart & everything nice?

save it, please.

you can try hiding them from friends or others.

but sooner or later, they'll know.

so just pray that god is on your side.

Mistletoes & Holly.

i love christmas shopping.

went christmas shopping in midvalley today.

it was great, went around the whole mall & trying to find the right thing to get for waiyi.

lol.

she did the same. we went our separate ways & met up after an hour.

got her the rich plum body butter set from body shop, red earth eyeliner from sasa & a golden head band from teddy tales.

she got me a shirt from MCKY! :D :D
a really cute shirt. teehee. (:

will try to go for christmas shopping again for my parents, brother & boyfriend. (:

but still clueless on what to get for them. oh well.



i miss him.

signed out. *

I hate you, bitch!

who are you to touch my things & snoop around?

after everything you did, you are still so bloody thick-skinned to actually take things from me? things which include my money!

seriously, if i was given the chance, i'll slap you as if there's no tmr.

but all i can do now is to ignore you. i did ignore you. you're totally outta my world.

you're already invisible to me.

i pity you really.

by doing god knows what you're doing only give you a worse life.

so go on & continue, in the end i will still be the one walking away with a big smile on my face whether if i lose my stuff or not.

that's cuz the inside's that matters.

i shall wait & see your ending.

life hasn't been fair at all, just so you think that ppl around you know how you feel.

they're awfully wrong.

ppl like mothers end up scolding you for utterly absurd reasons.

what the hell is wrong with the world?

am i just some doll for all of you to play around with?

am i seriously a fool to pretend whatever that happened did not happen at all?

i did try to pretend that nothing happened...

that's because you told me so.

& why do you have to side others in the end?

am i such a shame to you?

i did what i was told, i did what was right. & this is what you tell me in the end?

i didn't know things like these will be so wrong.

do i even mean anything to you?

each time you want someone to release your anger, i was the one being scolded & blamed.

is that all i'm worth?

if it is so, i'll just keep everything inside of me until a day i can't bear it any longer.

as for decisions, what's the point asking me how i feel.

after all, in the end you still make the choice for me.

I am so not ready.

daddy's finally back from good ol' nigeria. after all these months.

6 months to be precise.

tsk tsk, it's been a loooonnnggg time.
it's great to see him again.

nvr thought that i'll miss him that much.

*shy away*

:D

well, that's all for now. day's been boring. i need something better to do than sit around at home when i don't have tuition classes especially.

i wanna be else where than home.

i wanna go out.
):

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he's having his 6 hours driving class today, can't even go out with him.

can't even go out with waiyi. )):

i'm missing him already.

& my cookies were a succes! i'm crazie happy, the cookies finally look like cookies[?]! wee! :D :D :D



i've got about only 20 of it. walter came over to help. awww. (:

gave him about 8. so yeah. the rest is mine. :D



well, that's all for now i guess. gonna go to the airport tonight, daddy's back!

it's a good thing & a bad thing.
well, i guess i'll be heading off to OUG tomorrow since he's home.
OUG =no internet. ):
sighs.

well, at least it's closer to waiyi's place. teehee.

signed out *

i'm sooo not ready for prom. )):

i'll be baking chocolate chip cookies later! :D