sweetness of barley

it's really ironic and funny when it comes to when people who lost someone they loved, wants them back again.

most of the time, it's usually the lost of someone for someone else.

and i'm talking bout relationship here.

it's partially your fault, and you know it.

but, you realized what you did wrong and regretted.

you want the other partner back in your life when you yourself stepped outta theirs.

don't get me wrong here.

i'm not saying it's not right that you want the one you lost back with you.

but i'm just trying to portray here is that, you gave up on them.

you hurt their feelings.

you gave them false hopes.

you took away the colours that were supposed to be there from their palette.

and why are you here again, telling that all you did was wrong?

why are you saying sorry?

why are you trying so hard?

you let it go.

so, that's the consequences that you have to bear.

pain, heartaches, loneliness.

everything.

it's karma really.

what goes around come around.

hmm.

in some ways, sometimes, it's hard to define that word.

you know the definition in your mind and heart.

but you dunno the true meaning of it.

and it haunts you.

that's what makes it so creepy.

sighh.

life.

c'est la vie, monsieur et mademoiselle.

*

anyways.

lol.

today was awesome for me.

he surprised me with an apple pie (though i don't like apple pie) and a container of barley drink.

he actually left it in my locker!

awww`

he's such a sweetheart.

moreover, he boiled the barley himself.

*beams*

awww`

and it's a lil' bit sweeter.

lol.

but it's the thoughts that counts! :D :D

i was so happy.

i love you loads baby.!

really.

though i don't like apple pies, but hey! i ate to the last bit, kay!

:D

oh oh.

it was from McD.
;p

sooooo cute`

not the pie.

him.

gosh.

i feel like a lovey dovey lovebird.

all bubbly with boiling love.

lol.

but i mean, that's the sweetest thing a guy ever did for me.

how sweet is that?!

okay.

'nuff of bragging.

:D

*

apart from that, zu and i planned to go for the cheerleading competition taking place this saturday and sunday at bkt. jalil.

then, everyone in class [well not everyone] said they wanna come along.

so we planned (in class) to go to mid valley after that for a movie or something.

i haven't been to the movies for ages!

jeez. god knows when how long.

tsk.*

wanna watch the movie "Alone".

it's stated that the movie was directed by the director who directed "Shutter".

[i haven't watch the Shuttle and i really wanna watch it]

friends and cousin said it's good.

so i guess, this movie will be good.

can't wait.!

(:

guess that's all for today.

have to start on my hwk soon.

packed with tonnes.

as always.

lol

oh well.

xoxo.

siging off,

-wenn-

+ a gypsy's mystical ball +