Where Rainbows End

i'm getting the feeling i won't make my blog last that long as i promised when i first signed up on blogspot after all. what rubbish. -.-

anyways, it's been ages since i last updated. almost a month ago i think. sheesh. so much for being a 'responsible' blogger. what has it gotta do with responsible anyways.

- updates -

i just had my 17th birthday in the gardens & mid valley on the 27th of july with most of my friends in school. i love them all. :D they are like the sweetest angels ever. mun, leon, alex, kah hean, jinxung, shusim, lianyan, junhao, bernard, chooming, pang, shermin & jason were there for my birthday.

it's been such a long time since i celebrated it. for the past 3 or 4 yrs, it's either me being sick / injured my foot / parents were in overseas. so there goes my b'day down the drain. but it was different this year & i'm really glad everything went well. my mom even got back from overseas on the 25th. had a small celebration with her & the family on sunday night; parents still owe me presents, i don't care! :D had an early celebration on saturday night with the boyfriend. he was really sweet, got me an odm watch. *loves* well, apart the fact that he had to attend his friend's b'day after that -.- *sobs*. he didn't even wait until 12am. oh well, it was all good.

friends made my day on the 27th. got plenty of presents from them. but what touches me weren't the presents, but the fact they cared so much about me that i didn't acknowledge of before. i'm really grateful to mun, leon, alex & the rest of them for the lil' but yet special surprises. & specially to mun, the one that was always there for me regardless of the most miserable of time & the happiest of moments, gave me a novel with a short msg written inside. you make me teared after reading it. all i could say & think of is thank you so much to all of you. but of course, not forgetting my beloved cousin all the way in australia wishing me happy b'day as well. same goes to my friends from jb. (:

some of the pictures that we took.

more pictures will be up hopefully when i get them from leon if & ONLY IF i rmb to post them.

i guess that's all about now. rambling away on a weekday when i'm supposed to be in school but sadly i'm sick with a terrible flu, sorethroat & a fever. back to studying.

p.s: i drove! :D

Illiterate

man boobs are 'moobs'. or so i've been told. i did a search on google & believe it or not, they are really called moobs & atrociusly disgusting.


okay, so physics came & went. surprisingly, it's not as bad as i thought it should be. i think out of all my sciences, physics is the subject that didn't make me stress as much as it should compared to the others. but oh well, it's over & i just have to keep my fingers crossed that results will turn out well. i wanna improve. duh, of course, i don't wanna get degraded or something after working so hard.

i just wanna know that i'm capable to do well & so, that proves that i can work extra harder to gain a higher grade which i hope i will for the other upcoming exams. i have english & math exams tmr. it's not so bad, right? i just have to worry for math i supposed.

& ppl or i'd say my loveable friends, please stop calling me "england" or "you're made from england" or any other phrases with "england" in it. i'm so not made from england. -.- just because my name is yingwen doesn't make me england. now i realised, i have such great friends.

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today is the 20th may. yeah i know that all of you can read the date from the header & i know that most of you know what day it is today but heck, i don't care. i'm gonna say it either way.

today is the 20th may. & so it's my great daddy's birthday. although he's not here in m'sia but we will have a belated celebration when he gets back this friday. good dinner in some delicious & expensive restaurant, bill under your name. :D

HAPPY 49th BIRTHDAY!
lolol. you're one year older! :D







ehh, & i sent like 2 text msgs to his number in nigeria last night exactly at 12am sharp m'sia time wishing him happy birthday. & guess what, the msgs couldn't be delivered. -.- blame the operator or whatever for not receiving the msgs. i'm still a good daughter for wishing wishes that are not delivered.

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i went through my archives & i just realised that my blog is already 1 year old. well, 1 year old & 5 days to be precise. it's so hard to picture that i've actually typed all these entries on my online diary for the past one year. it spooks me knowing how fast time flies.

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN, LIEW ZU-VUN!!!



[ birthdays are nature's way of telling us to eat more cake; so eat more! gain extra weight ;p ]



god bless! thanks for being there when i needed you. thru the ups & downs, tears & laughters, i'm really glad that you're my friend.



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anyways, i'm seeing you tmr -.- lol! loooovvveee ya!!!

xoxo.

-mun² for life.!-



you better rmb that, i tell you. ;p

spazzy!

first of all, i would like to say lots of THANK YOUS for the birthday wishes and all! especially the special surprise all the way from aussie. you hacked my account you! hehe. it's okay. love it! thank you so much! it really made my day! :DD the boyfriend baked a chocolate cake, he made paper stars *he's such a sweetheart; girls are not the only ones to do that, you know* , he belanja-ed me at manhattan fish market in mid valley for lunch and dinner with his parents + a movie at night. :D friends send sms-es. and i'm still saving them in my inbox. ppl called. how touching. all of you deserved a big kiss! MUAXIES. spreading the love.

oh-kay! heluu ppl! i'm back with a cold and skin peeling off my nose. *urgh* what a great start to my holidays. *boo hoo* needless to say, 2nd mid exams are finally over! i've been longing to say that for ages. exams weeks had been hectic. studying and stressing. well, i guess that happens to ppl who study the very last minute, it works for me. i guess maybe because i get to cram every single bits of facts in my puny brains during stressed-out mo'. so yeah. that explains it.

ahh well. it's over anyways. but i have to fall sick on the very last day of exams! how dumb! god, it's making me sick. *roll eyes* god damn it! got home from school on friday and slept exactly from 5pm all the way to next morning at 11am. skipped dinner + breakfast. 18 hrs straight! i broke my record! *yays!* :D i'm blardy proud.

exam papers weren't that okay. sigh. don't think my results are gonna be good. *god bless* what's wrong with the world? ~ mom and dad's are online now, video calling; talking bout career. -.- ~ al-right. no peace and quiet. sigh.

what's worse. there will be extra classes in school tmr! wth. it's gonna go on for monday and tuesday. add math & chemistry. everyone's are on hols, even zuvun is in china now. -.-

-.- mom and dad are showing us our childhood photos. there are so many of them. and i looked so tiny and squishy. just like the lil' squishy jelly-fish in finding nemo. my brother was fat! imagine that. he's not fat no more. lols! i love looking thru' photos. bring back lots of precious memories and we'll all just laugh back bout it. oh oh! i even rmb there's once, when i was 5 and i made my brother cried; i forgot why, but anyways yeah, he cried, mom was out, so i just shush him and took his pillow and cover his mouth. such an evil sister! lols. that was then, i've changed. really. *angel*

well, i guess holidays are still alright. i mean, planned going to the pasar malam on tuesday with the dearie. how cool is that?! i haven't been to the pasar malam for ages! i think the last time was during chinese new year with wai yi. i miss her. sigh. oh well. lols. but i know she's having a whole loads of fun in aussie. glad to know that. i wish i could've the bumbles and adventures. i guess soon. lols. but still, i don't wanna leave malaysia just yet. at least not that fast. hmm.

then, we'll be going out on thursday to catch a movie. i need to get myself updated. i haven't even watch transformers and harry potter.! dumb exams. sigh. gonna watch rush hour 3 on thursday. can's wait!

i gtg for dinner. will be watching the tv later. chiaos! xoxo.

p.s: auntie, i kept my promise, i updated. but just 2 days later. sorry laa, i'm sick. what to do. :D anyways. miss you! btw, i kept me promise. i should get something in return right?! *smiles greedily / evil-ly* love you!

3 more hours to midnight.

closer to 16``

closer to myself.

magic`

have you ever wondered how life will be like if everything was much simpler?

or.

have you ever tried listening to your own heart of what you really wanna know in you?

so there you go.

it really amaze me of how well i truly know myself.

well, i know i'm sensitive.

that's first`

i won't deny that fact, really.

it's scientifically (genetically) proven.

lols.

right then.

so yeah, i'm sensitive.

i mean, sensitivity rocks.!

yeah right. as if. -.-

ppl going around saying things 'bout you without actually thinking twice hurts more.

but then again, i've thought back...

i did the same to others as well.

so here we go again, back to scratch.

is it really karma?

or.

is it just me?

being all obsessive with this whole "what goes around, comes around" thing-a-ma-jig.?

god knows.

but of course i know i should know it myself.

sadly, not really.

i thought that i do, but everything is always held back every now and then.

what do you know bout being sensitive.?

okays.

it's not wrong really being sensitive. it's like sixth sense, you get what i mean?

when you have that feeling in you so sure of something is gonna happen, it's there.

but it is NOT always accurate / right.

*snaps*

stupidity strikes once again.

it's dumb to get all furious over things like that.

and i'm talking bout myself. me.

very vulnerable i'd say.

oh well.

sorry for everything.

i have feelings too btw.

you have to care and respect my feelings if you want me to respect yours.

simple as that.
abc. do re mi. 123.

:DD

at the same time, i'm sorry for those out there that i've hurt before.

didn't mean it in a way to harm or hurt your feelings.

words just came out wrongly at the wrong time.

i take that back. seriously.

as of for now.

my comfy bed's waiting for me.

gotta bounce right into it and daze off much.
(:


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in another hour.

it's none other than, cutie pie jesslyn's birthday.

wish you a splendid birthday, babe`!

may your wishes yet to be fulfilled.

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY!

p/s: formal meeting tmr.

=/

formal attire.

screw it.

ah well.`

xoxo.

signing off,

-wenn-

+ clueless +

[ feverish and blues. ]

it's a saturday. what else do you expect? saturday fever? nah~ more like the temperamental "fever". i'm still down with a cough and flu. -.- it's been there for 1 whole week. damn~
and my mood isn't quite the same -.- still kinda bad and moody.

anywayxx, went to Gleneagle this morning for my usual physiotherapy exercises and all. was really tiring. muscles aching; ankle's sore.

):

oh well. the same thing happens every weekends. lolx. tuition today is postponed to 8.30 tonight. gosh. -.- sighh. was supposed to be at 3.30pm but teacher called and said that classes are all taken at that time. wtf. bla~

my poor boo boo is still in school. he's gonna be there up to fricking late 10pm tonight. ): *hugs to you* eff-ing study skills. poor fifth formers. being stuck in school for 12 hours.!

dear lord, it's gonna be my turn next yr. amen`. *cross*

daddy's b'day is in 2 weeks! woah. he's gonna turn the big 48 *wanna make the 48 look bigger. =P teehee* on the very faithful day of 20th May! a date to rmb. (: but he'll be celebrating all alone all the way in lonesome Nigeria. talk bout a bad b'day. ): but he's coming back on the 24th, so we'll most prolly have a nice belated one with him here in m'sia. (: see i'm nice. *angelic look* seriously i am. *you'll see pigs fly* =P heh. i'm daddy's girl. i love you dad! awww~ hearts hearts hearts. <3

apart from that, Mother's Day is on the 13th~ *lots of lurrvee around this month of may*

and...

my mid year exams are on the 17th. -.- darn poopie.

i know my b'day is still a long long long way ahead, but this yr's b'day is gonna be bad. )': *double the sadness, thrice the tears* parents will be in nigeria by then; waiyi's leaving for australia in the month i was born. what a hellufa b'day farewells. yerr. wanna burst out in tears.! *sob* but i guess i have to put up with it. urgh. needless to say...

i know it's still waayy too early to even start complaining. lolx.

well, for now. back to the books. as usual. typical life of mine. meh`

xoxo.

signing off,
-wenn-
* truly his *

P.S: lurrrvve my new layout. thank you oh so so so much waiyi jie! hearts to you. mwaxx~ you tau tak? can you feel my misses from here. hehe. xoxoxo.