Killing Me Softly

Sometimes, you gotta be tougher than you really are. You will not know what's gonna happen next. & sadly, the news can just slap you right across the face with no sign of warning.


I know I'm a lil' late to say "SPM's FREAKING OVER!" now. But, heck, I'm too happy to actually blog about it & I rather use those free time to go shopping & hang out instead. Those sleepless nights for the big exams were really worth it. God knows what's gonna happen when results' out next year. Oh well, it's not the time to fret 'bout exams now...

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It's almost a week since I finished my papers; been shopping & going out alot lately. & I finally got the stuffs that I anticipated for! A new phone & a laptop! *jumps for joy* :D I got a new Sony Vaio & it's the princess pink edition! I can bid farewell to my old Sony Ericsson Z530i & welcome my new Sony Ericsson C905! *squeals* My parents can pamper me alot sometimes... *sigh happily* lol!

Cousin's back from Australia; stayed over her place for 5 days. & I'm missing her laughter & her jokes. Hopefully I'll get to spend some more time with her before leaving for UK. =/ this is definitely gonna be tough. I'm excited to start a new life being in college & everything, learning new stuffs; but there's a part of me that I'm worried of what my path is gonna be... I suppose I just have to wait & see.

I hate my boyfriend sometimes.

Rejuvenation

TRIALS ARE FINALLY OVER!

Well, it was actually yesterday, but heck, I didn't bother bloggin'. Started watching Moonlight Resonance yesterday since everyone was talking 'bout how awesome & reality-like it was. Though, of course, everyone finished watching it & I just started. So, I can be said to be a lil' outdated. -.- blame trials.

So far, the drama is great, very drama-sy I'd say. It's better than the first one I watched. Can get a lil' too touchy & frustrated while watching it. First, I had to wait for it to load & certain scenes in the drama were filled with such hatred that influenced me as well. But, honestly, it was worth the wait especially since I have nothing better to do after the trials. :D

Everyone has plans for the upcoming holidays & mine is still pending. Well, I dunno if it's consider under pending list since we haven't actually plan anything yet. -.- The boyfriend only gets 2 days of Raya holidays & I have a week. What am I gonna do for the rest of the days?

munnnn, let's go out!!! :D :D

Uncoil Me

When I thought freedom is within my reach, it had to drift few inches further to remind me that I still have to stretch a lil' more to grasp hold of it. Pathetic-ism.

Trials started on the 2nd of September.

Just when I thought it was all over after 2 long weeks of sleepless nights & paper cuts, everything had to start from scratch tomorrow.

Half down, another half to go.

Fingers-tightly-crossed.

Illiterate

man boobs are 'moobs'. or so i've been told. i did a search on google & believe it or not, they are really called moobs & atrociusly disgusting.


okay, so physics came & went. surprisingly, it's not as bad as i thought it should be. i think out of all my sciences, physics is the subject that didn't make me stress as much as it should compared to the others. but oh well, it's over & i just have to keep my fingers crossed that results will turn out well. i wanna improve. duh, of course, i don't wanna get degraded or something after working so hard.

i just wanna know that i'm capable to do well & so, that proves that i can work extra harder to gain a higher grade which i hope i will for the other upcoming exams. i have english & math exams tmr. it's not so bad, right? i just have to worry for math i supposed.

& ppl or i'd say my loveable friends, please stop calling me "england" or "you're made from england" or any other phrases with "england" in it. i'm so not made from england. -.- just because my name is yingwen doesn't make me england. now i realised, i have such great friends.

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today is the 20th may. yeah i know that all of you can read the date from the header & i know that most of you know what day it is today but heck, i don't care. i'm gonna say it either way.

today is the 20th may. & so it's my great daddy's birthday. although he's not here in m'sia but we will have a belated celebration when he gets back this friday. good dinner in some delicious & expensive restaurant, bill under your name. :D

HAPPY 49th BIRTHDAY!
lolol. you're one year older! :D







ehh, & i sent like 2 text msgs to his number in nigeria last night exactly at 12am sharp m'sia time wishing him happy birthday. & guess what, the msgs couldn't be delivered. -.- blame the operator or whatever for not receiving the msgs. i'm still a good daughter for wishing wishes that are not delivered.

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i went through my archives & i just realised that my blog is already 1 year old. well, 1 year old & 5 days to be precise. it's so hard to picture that i've actually typed all these entries on my online diary for the past one year. it spooks me knowing how fast time flies.

Fast Forward

why does always bad moments have to last longer than the good ones?


it's making me sick & tired of trying to get over the phobia (yes, i fear exams. literally have a phobia) of having exams to be over. it's monday today & i have 3 more days left before we go for the mid year break. but those 3 days seems so long away plus i have exams as well. i'm drenched out of having facts & formulae getting implanted in my brains, it's like it's gonna explode & squish out from my skull! sheesh. the day is dragging itself. i can't wait for exams to be over but come to think of it, the next exams i'll be facing will be trials which i think is hell alot worse.

just stab me please. anything. oh, what the heck, i have to live through it. no matter how much i'm complaining, i need to face it nevertheless. ):

i always thought reality is a lesson to learn for me to stand strong & suck in everything i've got to face the world. but you know what, i'm out of breath. seriously. i need a break but it always bring guilt in the end.

It's all Over

Finally! My first mid-semester is finally overrr!!! rawr! :D



I'm fricking ass happy that I don't feel like blogging at all.

Okay, done.



Bye!

exams' stresses.

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somtimes, i wonder...is this all i get?

signed out.`

finals.

2 weeks!

-end of story-

signed out. *

closer to magic; closer to you. *

it's been a hectic weekend.

not really that much, but definitely boring.

been raining.

hmm.

was stuck with a korean drama.

catching up with the episodes.

got addicted to it.

as in, seriously.!

lols.

(:

currently watching full house.

it's quite an interesting drama.

with suspense in every ending of the episodes,

WHICH... btw.

i don't like it at all.

needless to say it's because i wanna continue clicking on the next episode.
;p
i like that drama.
:DD

anyways.

school's okay.

nothing much.

kinda quiet in the morning.

monday blues i supposed.

but things didn't stay silent for long.

i do like the quiet moments, but not too quiet.

can't really withstand it.

what can i say?

i'm a noisy chatter bird myself.

yeaps.

(;

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right!

just like everyone else.

i've got my very own copy of the latest harry potter book!

yay-ness!

the school called last friday and informed me to collect it on sat.

couldn't be bothered with all that bumbles.

got it today during break.

i love the cover of the book!!!

i'm happy.
:DDD

new things make me happy.

regardless whether it is stationaries, books, highligters[?], pens etc.

but of course, new clothes, accessories, shoes toppled up double the happiness.

i'll be gleaming away by then.

hahas!

2nd mid-sem is in 2 weeks.

don't like being all stressed out again.

and this time, i have this bad feeling that i won't do well.

)':

sighh.

i hope things will be okay.

especially the exam papers.!

okay, i'll stop jinxing it.

*roll eyes*

i love studying and schooling.

but yet, at the same time, it stress me out and i hate it.

so contrasting.

me no likey!

*pouts*

speaking of stress.

something is bothering me much!

i have a huge-ass ulcer under my tongue..

no wait.

make that more than just A huge-ass ulcer.

it's like underneath my whole tongue!

can you believe it?!

ish!

it's been there since friday.

and the pain is killing me!!!

the ulcer somehow actually spreads!

i hate it.!

*whines; stamp feet*

oh well.

things are the way it is.

gtg.

i have a date with rhodri jones.

splatter me with english, please.!

xoxo.

siging off,

-wenn-

p.s: 4 more days. is it a good thing or bad? *ponders*

[ d.s.y.k.f.u.n.c.t.i.o.n.a.L` ]

heya.!
(:

had a bad start this morning.

my right eye was swollen and red.
damn. god knows why.
ish. after i came out from the toilet. and...
WAMP*
my eye was itching like crazie.!
):

and it was seriously swollen.
went to the nurse, she gave me this "eye lotion" to rinse it.
after half an hour, it was okay.
really really glad.
:D
[ she's nice. ]
(:

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teacher's day is tmr.

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY TO ALL MY BUBBLY CARING FORM 4 TEACHERS.!
and...
TO ALL THE OTHER DEDICATED TEACHERS IN THE WORLD.

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well, i guess this would be my last post till mid yr is over.
exams are starting this thurs.
1st paper is Add Math.
-.-
what a super greaaaatt startt.
uh huh~

wish me luck.!
*fingers-crossed*

oh well.

gtg.

xoxo.

signing off,
-wenn-
[ bubbles, cookies and kisses` ]