[ 8.12.07 ]



another month has passed. & it's already 8 months being together with you.

life can be so unpredictable when you fall for the one. i dunno how long this will last, but i hope it'll be long enough to make me happy. (:
i love you.

8 months & counting on...

***

anyways, we went to midvalley today. was supposed to go with mom but she decided to ditch me & head off to Parkson. wth.

typical mom. -.-

went to body shop at first & stupid sales lady bloody conned me! =/ i've got coupons for certain items in body shop. so, basically normal ppl like us would think that the coupons are to redeem those items. & of course, i did ask the sales lady a few times to confirm it. & she said yes!
YES!

i grab the stuffs that i wanted & head off to the cashier. i thought the total of it would be about $100+ but nooooo...
it was fricking $235!

my eyes went crazie big! i didn't expect it to be that much. & worse mom didn't come with me, i had only 170++ in my purse. )': how i wish the atm card is still with me...
so i told her that i just want the black & glitter eyeliner. it's $77 for both.

so much for smiling-wide-in-the-end-of-the-day.

wth.

sighs!

):

watched enchanted with him. the 3rd time i'm watching it! lol! but it's a good movie & i don't mind. besides, he hasn't watch it yet. so, decided to accompany him. :D i'm a good girlfriend, yes? *perasan-ing*

that's pretty much it. day has been quite short. had tuition in the morning. reached midvalley at 3.15. didn't get to shop around much. oh well.

***

sometimes, a person's patience has its limit. you went beyond it & i had enough. if you insist it is me. fine, it's me. but it's only because i'm nice enough to say "it's me". if it was someone else, you won't always win & get what you want. after all, i'll just walk away & accept that you need someone to take the blame.



signed out *

p.s: i wanna go christmas shopping. (:

Fantasy.

was out the ENTIRE day.
phew`
finally back.
was out to waiyi's place.

it's sooooo great to see her again.
:D

& she did get something for me from aussie.
...

tadah!



i looooveee it!
i love you too laa, cousin. :D
*see i made it bigger*
thank you sooo much!

***
had dinner with cousins, grandma, brother & mom.
there were vegies, crabs, lala (not human) & toufu.
yummy-licious.



that's all for now i guess.

signed out *

too bad i can't go out with waiyi to nichi [ is that how you spell it? ] fashion city tmr. ):

tiffany & co.



went for the wedding this morning.
weather's pretty hot today.
sun's blazing its rays on us. goodness.
knew that i shouldn't have went but oh well. just got back. not like i can undo anything.
-.- as if i actually will.

***

wedding ceremony was at 2. thank god.
don't have to wake up that early. still bunking in my bed at 10am. :D
blardy proud.

what to do, tiring.

anyways, went there. wasn't much fun. most of them went over to the bride's house already.

so i just sat there and wait for them along with my yi-po`s and uncles.
play along with my cousin's. since they're so much younger than me, i had to feed them lunch whereas their grandmas are all mahjong-ing upstairs.
typical. lols.

so much for going there and got nothing. bored and tired.
i guess that's all for now. have to hit the showers. sweaty.

xoxo.


p.s: the bride's not that pretty. my 'kao fu' looks so much better than her. shh.

bewitched` behold.

it's 12.06am now.

just got back.

out and 'bout.

gotta go to slumberland, people.!

gdnights. sweet dreams!

xoxo.
signing off,

-wenn-

[ p.s: i'm missing him already. and it's this much! *open wide* sighs` ]

p.a.r.a.d.i.s.e`

finally the blogger is back!

yes-ness.
:DD

am so blardy proud of myself.

abandoning dear ol' bloggie for like what.? 3 weeks or more?

oh well.

that's me.

'nuff said.

(:

right then.

it had (has) been a busy week(s). -.-

uh huh! very busy.

with mostly activities in school.

well, i wasn't exactly part of it but i went to spectate and everything, so yeah.

he had his basketball matches. i went to support. that was like ages ago.

oh well.

attended the school's I.U Day on the 15th july. theme on India.

it was great. not to mention very traditional.

my first time wearing a punjabi suit turned out better than i thought it would be.
*beams*

never look good in traditional outfits. let alone own one. -.-

ish. so not the semangat~ed-so-called malaysian/chinese girl.
lols.! events were awesome. i got installed as the treasurer too`

oh oh! btw. ;p i left this out. (sorry laa, dai kor.) the boyfriend actually came to school on saturday night at 8 and surprised me with it. i had to be in school for the I.U Day rehearsal and deco. so yeahs. didn't expect him to turn up as he claimed that he was tired and i didn't wanna trouble him. he has to accompany me the next day too. so pity him laa. lols. but he's so sweet` i love you, dear! thanks a bunch! and thanks for the chocolate too. :DD

love you more each day.`

apart from that. the biggest thing of all that i'll never forget...

my fav. bestest cousin flew all the way across the seven seas (well, not the seven seas laa, exaggerating) to australia.

yeap! she's in sydney now. umm. somewhere there. in her room. cooking at the mo'
lols! can't believe it? believe it.!

so yeah. she's cooking and told me to update my blog before she left.

teehees.

:D

sorry for the lack of updates.

aww` i'm missing her already. but glad that she's doing aee-okays there. ((:

uh huh.` i've seen her pics uploaded on her xanga. love the pics. <3

as for today. paid the tickets booked ytd for the witches of oz production. watching it this friday with zu-vun and him (love you, baby) and some other friends. $55 for each ticket. well we chose that pricing anyways. ahaks! that's 'bout it really.

gonna start on my history notes soon. presentation tmr. urgh` don't like the sound it.

sighhs.

nothing i can do bout it.

as for now, head's throbbing.

damn it.!

xoxo.

signing off,

-wenn-

p.s: 11 days more, ppl.! 11 days more...

sweetness of barley

it's really ironic and funny when it comes to when people who lost someone they loved, wants them back again.

most of the time, it's usually the lost of someone for someone else.

and i'm talking bout relationship here.

it's partially your fault, and you know it.

but, you realized what you did wrong and regretted.

you want the other partner back in your life when you yourself stepped outta theirs.

don't get me wrong here.

i'm not saying it's not right that you want the one you lost back with you.

but i'm just trying to portray here is that, you gave up on them.

you hurt their feelings.

you gave them false hopes.

you took away the colours that were supposed to be there from their palette.

and why are you here again, telling that all you did was wrong?

why are you saying sorry?

why are you trying so hard?

you let it go.

so, that's the consequences that you have to bear.

pain, heartaches, loneliness.

everything.

it's karma really.

what goes around come around.

hmm.

in some ways, sometimes, it's hard to define that word.

you know the definition in your mind and heart.

but you dunno the true meaning of it.

and it haunts you.

that's what makes it so creepy.

sighh.

life.

c'est la vie, monsieur et mademoiselle.

*

anyways.

lol.

today was awesome for me.

he surprised me with an apple pie (though i don't like apple pie) and a container of barley drink.

he actually left it in my locker!

awww`

he's such a sweetheart.

moreover, he boiled the barley himself.

*beams*

awww`

and it's a lil' bit sweeter.

lol.

but it's the thoughts that counts! :D :D

i was so happy.

i love you loads baby.!

really.

though i don't like apple pies, but hey! i ate to the last bit, kay!

:D

oh oh.

it was from McD.
;p

sooooo cute`

not the pie.

him.

gosh.

i feel like a lovey dovey lovebird.

all bubbly with boiling love.

lol.

but i mean, that's the sweetest thing a guy ever did for me.

how sweet is that?!

okay.

'nuff of bragging.

:D

*

apart from that, zu and i planned to go for the cheerleading competition taking place this saturday and sunday at bkt. jalil.

then, everyone in class [well not everyone] said they wanna come along.

so we planned (in class) to go to mid valley after that for a movie or something.

i haven't been to the movies for ages!

jeez. god knows when how long.

tsk.*

wanna watch the movie "Alone".

it's stated that the movie was directed by the director who directed "Shutter".

[i haven't watch the Shuttle and i really wanna watch it]

friends and cousin said it's good.

so i guess, this movie will be good.

can't wait.!

(:

guess that's all for today.

have to start on my hwk soon.

packed with tonnes.

as always.

lol

oh well.

xoxo.

siging off,

-wenn-

+ a gypsy's mystical ball +

[ chiffon cake` ]

just got out from the shower.

feeling fresh and cleaner now.

wasn't feeling that comfortable in the morning.

ahh well.

daddy's day is today.

but he's not here today.

back in good ol' nigeria with mom.

so i guess, it's daddy's day with her i supposed.

hmm.

*

alarm rang at 7.15am.

set it just to wake the boyfriend up.

piggie laa u.

but love you for that.
*beams*

he had a friendly match in school this morning.

i just went straight back to bed.

then, there were lotsa noises downstairs.

grandma's scolding someone again.

quickly rushed down to check what'd happened.

not exactly would i say the usual.

cousin's been accused for stealing her money thanks to her lil' sister.

but then again, i know my cousin's been snooping around my stuffs.

just kept it quiet really.

i'm not that kinda girl that go around accusing ppl without actually knowing the entire story / situation.

she was crying.

went into her room.

asked her thoroughly what happened.

her lil' sister assumed that she stole grandma's money 'cuz she bought a new bag.

but the thing is, it wasn't even hers.

friend of hers told her to buy it.

so all in all.

it was a misunderstanding.

sad thing is, no one actually ever try to understand...

all complications happen because of indirect miscommunications and assumptions of thoughts and majorities of grudges.

i don't hold grudges.

well...

only to certain ppl.

can't think of any at the mo'.

lol.
;p

sighh.

what a morning.

started off with my english oral presentation preparation.

gonna do bout william shakespeare's biography.

great topic to start.

as if.

he's bisexual.

lalala.*

rumour has it all.

*+*

went out to popular last night.

bought coloured markers for my history presentation, a new file and a purple highlighter.

at the same time, i spotted a shelf arranged with stabilo coloured pens.

i love colours.!

oh my goodness.

bought 25 of them.

it came in a stabilo case holder.

the colours are so pretty.!

variety shades of red, blue, green, purple[!], pink. you name it!

love love love it!

obsessive much.?

well, colours make me happy.

he makes me happier.

che-wah.

serious! he does. :D

formal assembly tmr.

-.-

they post-poned it till tmr.

wonder why.

guess it's back to blazers and ties.

urgh.!

don't like wearing blazers and ties.

*

he's taking his nap now.

missing you, dear.

well, gonna go off now.

have to seriously start on my chart.

but.

before that,

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY, DADDY!
I LOVE YOU`

xoxo.

signing off,

-wenn-

+ a materialistic world +

[ twilight to a brighter fate` ]

exhausted.

just got back from the hospital.

as usual.

the basic saturday morning routine.

had my physiotherapy.

it was okay.

tiring but okay.

he even said i'm improving.
yay.!
((:

couldn't be happier.

;p

as for the rest of the day.

gonna start on my homework.

pack with tonnes.

with a history presentation due.

english oral and malay oral.

p.s: i hate orals!

seriously.

)):

sighh. oh well.

gonna go to popular later on.

hmmm.

nothing much happened this week.

just didn't like it at all at the mo'

but who cares anyway.

*

failed math.
typical me.
):

lalala*

oh well.

report card day is next week.

it's just gonna be me and the report.

parents are not here, sad case really.

boo hoo.`

oh oh.!

happy birthday, angel!!!
god bless with you lovelier smiles, a brighter halo, and a jolly good pairs of angel wings.
:D

love you to the top, dearie`

<3

well.

gtg off now.

xoxo.
signing off,
-wenn-
missing him.

[ royal flush` ]

goodness.
i can sense the abandon-ess here.
sorry dear bloggie.

was away for almost a week or more.
holidays were boring.
-.-
sad thing.
):

nowhere special to go.
dad's already back.
still...
he didn't bring us anywhere.
the only place was OUG.
-.-
"fun fun fun"
as if.
ahem*

*

went over to zu's place yesterday.
was supposed to do our physics and chemistry projects.
ended up...
we didn't even start on anything.
instead*
we were friendster-ing, teasing and laughing at random people.
lol.
hmm.

i miss her`
aww`
[ ain't lesbo*. no worries. :D ]

her dog doesn't like me for some reasons.

):

hmm. i'm nice.
*angelic-look*
really.
oh well.
lolx.

*

there's no connection in my grandma's place in oug.
so couldn't get online.
rotting day by day.
all i can do is my holiday work.
which...
gets abso-fucking-lutely BORING after 30 minutes.

)':
cries*

i need entertainment.
by all means.
NOW!

mom's birthday is 5 hours away! she's gonna turn the big 44!
freaky.
o.O
ahh well.

lolx!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY!
I LOVE YOU.!
<3

xoxo.

siging off,
-wenn-
p.s: I LOVE YOU, WLKW!
missing you like crazie.
boo.! )':
hugs and kisses.

27th May `07
a day to remember,
a journey with no destination,

a lifetime vow,

a reason to love.

piggie.
*oink*
-piggie face-