Looks can be Deceiving

& i thought cempaka was efficient.

so much for that. the fuse-box or whatever you call that thing was burnt ytd (that's what i heard) & because of that, the air-conditioning in that particular block is down.

what's worse, my class is in that block! for the love of god, just get it fixed or get a substition like maybe a standing fan in each classroom to comfort us (students & teachers) it's so hard to concentrate with the heat that's burning your skin & making you sweat while doing your exams. i was sticky even before 12pm. & by the end of the day, my butt was literally soaked. damn disgusting. it's as though i cannot tahan & peed in my skirt before reaching the toilet.

we pay so much for the school fees, nearly $6000 per sem. & this is what we get. wth.

i so wanna sue you.

Illiterate

man boobs are 'moobs'. or so i've been told. i did a search on google & believe it or not, they are really called moobs & atrociusly disgusting.


okay, so physics came & went. surprisingly, it's not as bad as i thought it should be. i think out of all my sciences, physics is the subject that didn't make me stress as much as it should compared to the others. but oh well, it's over & i just have to keep my fingers crossed that results will turn out well. i wanna improve. duh, of course, i don't wanna get degraded or something after working so hard.

i just wanna know that i'm capable to do well & so, that proves that i can work extra harder to gain a higher grade which i hope i will for the other upcoming exams. i have english & math exams tmr. it's not so bad, right? i just have to worry for math i supposed.

& ppl or i'd say my loveable friends, please stop calling me "england" or "you're made from england" or any other phrases with "england" in it. i'm so not made from england. -.- just because my name is yingwen doesn't make me england. now i realised, i have such great friends.

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today is the 20th may. yeah i know that all of you can read the date from the header & i know that most of you know what day it is today but heck, i don't care. i'm gonna say it either way.

today is the 20th may. & so it's my great daddy's birthday. although he's not here in m'sia but we will have a belated celebration when he gets back this friday. good dinner in some delicious & expensive restaurant, bill under your name. :D

HAPPY 49th BIRTHDAY!
lolol. you're one year older! :D







ehh, & i sent like 2 text msgs to his number in nigeria last night exactly at 12am sharp m'sia time wishing him happy birthday. & guess what, the msgs couldn't be delivered. -.- blame the operator or whatever for not receiving the msgs. i'm still a good daughter for wishing wishes that are not delivered.

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i went through my archives & i just realised that my blog is already 1 year old. well, 1 year old & 5 days to be precise. it's so hard to picture that i've actually typed all these entries on my online diary for the past one year. it spooks me knowing how fast time flies.

Fast Forward

why does always bad moments have to last longer than the good ones?


it's making me sick & tired of trying to get over the phobia (yes, i fear exams. literally have a phobia) of having exams to be over. it's monday today & i have 3 more days left before we go for the mid year break. but those 3 days seems so long away plus i have exams as well. i'm drenched out of having facts & formulae getting implanted in my brains, it's like it's gonna explode & squish out from my skull! sheesh. the day is dragging itself. i can't wait for exams to be over but come to think of it, the next exams i'll be facing will be trials which i think is hell alot worse.

just stab me please. anything. oh, what the heck, i have to live through it. no matter how much i'm complaining, i need to face it nevertheless. ):

i always thought reality is a lesson to learn for me to stand strong & suck in everything i've got to face the world. but you know what, i'm out of breath. seriously. i need a break but it always bring guilt in the end.

Hormones

it scares me in a good way i hope, knowing how my time of the month is always exactly on the 18th morning.


the first week of exams is over, leaving me with 4 more subjects to kill next week. just hope that i can survive the cramps for these few days & pray to lord that i don't faint from the pain.

don't you just love physics.

Spreading the Love

it doesn't need countless words to let you know how much you mean to me. all that matters is from the bottom of my heart.



happy mother's day (:
i love you.



xo.

Motherly Love

mom's gonna be home in less than 24 hrs. (:

Karma

i just had a deja vu.

anyways, mid-year is around the corner. precisely, on the 14th of may. ): boohoo. stressing moments of life once again. how i wish i'm a super genius, memorising & storing every single piece of information in my oh so squishy brain.

i have a big feeling that i won't do well for my mid year. well, come to think of it, i said the same old thing everytime when i have an exam -.-

i need serious motivations.

goner. 1.05.08. please don't say things that you don't mean it anymore. 'cuz in the end, the one walking away with tears on the face isn't you. certain things said it's irreversible.